13th Week

by : whencrissytalkstheylisten


Am currently on my 13th weeks. During the night, I become so sickly that I wanted to head out to the washroom and puke, but, I couldn't. I so love being pregnant. Aside from the pampering of my husband, being pregnant is the best feeling that I ever had. With all those raging hormones here and there, there's something unexplainable having a tiny baby swimming all over my tummy.

I am not really "showing" that much yet, but, I feel full everytime I stuff something in my mouth. I don't crave anything something special or far more thaan ordinary. Recently, I don't have the appetite to eat, but, the funny thing is, I gained 6 kilos! I eat everything I lay my hands on, but, it doesn't mean I like to eat. I guess, something in my head just tell me to commit gluttony, that's all.

I still don't have that feeling which every pregnant woman I know kept on saying " that being ugly" feeling. I look myself at the mirror, and though there are some changes within me, I still dont hate the person I see, I still feel pretty! Bwahahha... For quite a while now, I badly wanted to wear make up. I haven't put any stuff into my face since I learn I was pregnant. I lack the time since getting up in the morning is such a difficult task these days.

I haven't paid a visit to my OB yet, I know that I have to, but, I have this gut feeling that I am perfectly fine so does my baby. I will visit her when I reached 16 weeks. Reaching 16 weeks will be the milestone for us, though, I am really happy and thrilled when we reached passed the 12 week mark. The risk of miscarriage is definitely low and I am so happy with that.

Oh, by the way, have I forget to mention that I am lazy all the time? Yes, I am! I hate the thought of getting to work, but, since, I love my job, I have to. I have to push my laziness aside and have to get my ass to work. First and foremost, the important thing right now is not ME but my BABY.

If it's a GIRL, we will name her, FREUNDII ZICHILA SIMONE and if he's a boy, he will be known as, ISAIAH ISLO (pronounced as : EYE-LOH) ULRICH. It doesn't matter if my baby will turned out to be a HE or SHE, as long as my baby is perfectly healthy. They will have their nicknames as : ISLO (Eye-LOH ) and ZICHI (Zee-Shay).

I seek all your help through prayers.. Prayers can move moutain. I know God had perfectly given us this baby because HE knows that a baby have turned our lives around!!And GOd knows how we wanted to have a BABY!