BYE BRATTY TINA

by : whencrissytalkstheylisten

There are times when people hurl words at me like how B*tchy I am or how bratty I could act. Though at first glance, you won't never notice how immature I am from within. I talk about LIFE like I live past beyond 80 years of existence. I maintained a job that is very demanding (sort of) and I have a home to take care of. Little did everyone know that deep inside me, the CHILD in me refuses to grow up.

I see life in the eyes of a child. I hate to see cruelty and violence that constantly being aired on the TV and prints. I don't want to hear about disease stricken African people nor those certain viruses that can harm pigs and in turn inflict human. I mean, it's so gross. I refuse to see the world through the eyes of the grown up, because, it is full of filthiness and ugliness that it could blind me somehow. I wanted to remain the child that I once used to be simply LIFE BACK THEN IS A WHOLE LOT MORE SIMPLIER.

A colleague told me " no, tin, you are not a brat and irresponsible, because if u are, you won't have the job that you currently have". Partly, yes its true, because it takes only grown ups to have real work and eventually turn them into their own careers. And I guess, mine is a bit worth being proud of. But, still my family and close friends consider me immature, and why the hell is that?

A). I tend to take things lightly. I don't plan things or that what-could-be-in-the-future thingy. I take one step at a time.

B). I don't want to complicate things. I do hate the thought of converting some files into PDF or playing some complicated games on the PSP. I want to enjoy life and not to make it worse and complicated.


I could list a lot of reasons why am being called as a brat. But, suddenly, I realized that, people might also consider calling me as a GROWN UP, because only GROWN UPs can make a relationship work, ONLY grownUps can get married, ONLY gROWN Ups can be mothers!!!!

From this day on forward, I might not label myself anymore as a BRAT. Though, I know I will still have people hear me call such names, but, I won't falter and fall. I will try to act like normal grown ups do, well, except, see the world as a filty and unpretty. The world remains in my eyes as a PLAYGROUND.

One more thing though, I have a baby coming so soon, and for sure, ONLY A GROWN UP can be a GREAT MOM!!!!!!