WHO ME?

I might want to introduce myself, I could have just skip this crap but, since, most of my readers are not personally close to me, this whole getting- to- know me is an essential one.

I will try not to detailed every personal things that happens in my life through this pages. But, knowing the kind of person I am, I cannot promise such. There's so much going around me lately that I cannot keep my mouth shut. I am happy, I mean extremely happy. I decided to create this page entirely to have an online journal since holding a pen pains me.

I am cristina. I love writing my heart and brains out. I am deeply intrigued about life and angst. I am not difficult nor easy to be pleased. I love nature. I must admit that I don't read much these past few years, and I am still stuck with the beautiful memories and saga of the Wakefield twins. I love to talk, my husband and my brother can listen to me for hours and days without getting bored, or at some point they want to shoot me with a gun just to shut me up, but maybe even with the gun in my mouth, I would still try to chat endlessly. Bwahaha.

I don't create monstrous plans. I live each day as if it will be my last, such a cliche, but its true. I don't think that a person has to keep on thinking about the future, since, God is really in charge of our future. What we ought to do is to keep our heels and toes directed into that path which God directs us. I was born and raised as a Catholic but became a Baptist when I got here in UAE. Currently, and to be honest, I don't belong to any Church, all I know is that I have a Bible (King James version), that is lying in my bed until I fall asleep, and that same Bible is kept in my purse wherever I go. I believe in Jesus Christ and in God and Holy Spirit. Amen.

I don't hold grudge against anyone, but, I can't easily forget the mistakes being done to me. I have this gift of being able to remember names, even those faces were just mere acquaintances. I am talentless, really. I don't sing, though I do sometimes can hit the notes and pitch the way it should be, but, most of the time you will be disgusted with my singing. I dance, though but, I could have asked my mom that I wanted to become a dancer before. Too bad, I just realized my dreams only now, that I wanted to become a dancer! Bwahaha

I have this very close relationship with my father. My mom and I constantly fight. I exactly didn't had a perfect childhood because they were separated when I was on my 2nd grade, but my grandparents and relatives cared for me too much while I was growing up in Davao. I didn't felt the pain of their separation, I honestly cannot imagine what my life would be like if I have a complete family, because, it will take something in me - the real me.

I used to be rebel. I don't listen to anyone, particularly to those who are so dear to me. I thought I was so smart enough to handle my own life. I deeply thought that the classroom is just a four cornered room and there is nothing much to learn from there, the STREET is the real world, where people begged for food, minors get laid,Phil. Government sucks and where people almost everyday die because of poverty. The classroom just prepares us to be updated with the who's who, but, its out there in the Streets we can learn more about LIFE. That's why I quit during my 3rd year in college.

Damn, I don't have a diploma to boast off. But, let me tell it to you straight, I know Life more than you do. So, when you read something here that you don't like you are free to give me comments and such but I do hate cursing, so don't tell me that my writing is bull shit, because it isn't. All my thoughts and emotions are real, these are non fiction novels which all of you like. This is my own personal saga on which I decided to share to you.

I guess I've written long enough. More of my thoughts coming up!!